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Then Everything Changed

Here I am,

Coming to your table,

To sit and feast

On the word you release.

One look your way

reveals my shame

For avoiding this moment

Fearing what you may say.

So many times

I forget your goodness

and unfailing love.

So many times

I hear your voice

Calling to me to sit and dine,

But I stand at the door, feeling insecure.

How could I come and

Sit at the table of


I look and see, around

The table are those so

Much older than me

And I feel out of place and unworthy.

Why did you choose me?

I have nothing worthy

Enough for the King.

My eyes get wide

When I see you rise

And make your way

Towards me.

My bones tremble.

Like a flower in the wind,

My spirit is twirling and dancing within.

All of me wants to move

And cry out

How much I love you!

Now you are five feet away

And I can barely stay


I fall on my knees

In the doorway,


I hear my name

Whispered, like a gentle breeze

Kissing my face,

I am unable to meet His eyes.

How could I?

A gentle touch

Wipes my tears.

His hands clasp my face.

With a gentle tug,

Surrounded with the warmth

Of his love,

I look up and see.

His eyes are compassion.

His arms are mighty.

His smile is pure joy.

His voice is perfect peace.

His legs are strong,

Able to carry the weight of the world.

Never have I seen

One like Him.

His hands, resting on my face,

Finds my hands and

They embrace.

"Arise and Come.

There is a place."

His smile lit up his face.

He led me to the table.

He offered me fresh Bread.

He poured out the New Wine.

I sat and ate with Him.

I heard the door close,

But I didn't look back.

I came in afraid, but

He spoke my name.

Then Everything Changed.


So, hear me now, Lord; show me your famous mercy.

Oh, God, be my savior and rescue me!

Then he broke through and transformed all my wailing

into a whirling dance of ecstatic praise!

He has torn the veil and lifted from me

the sad heaviness of mourning.

He wrapped me in the glory garments of gladness!

How could I bee silent with it's time to praise you?

Now my heart sings out loud, bursting with joy--

a bliss in side that keeps me singing,

"I can never thank you enough!"

Psalms 30:10-12

If you need prayer or someone to connect with,

Please feel free to chat with me. You are loved.

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